Attention

You keep reaching out, and I keep reaching for the door. These insecurities won't keep their hands off me. Sometimes I think about why I'm believing, and it's more than empty words I speak. I hope that's plain to see. If it's all on me, then there wouldn't be something there left to keep. I keep giving you nothing. I keep moving faster, I hope you're here after  All the times I've given you nothing. And you'll fix what I fractured, like none of it mattered cause it's you. I'll raise my hand in silence like I've got something to say, but then the words escape.  It's like they ran away. Sometimes I feel the quiet like it carries its own weight, until it sparks debate the nights I lay awake. And if it's all on me, then there wouldn't be something there left to keep. I keep giving you nothing. I keep moving faster, I hope you're here after  All the times I've given you nothing. And you'll fix what I fractured, like none of it mattered. So let me set the record straight again. There's always something, something I'm in, that pulls my head in every direction. It all means nothing, I'll pack it in. Cause in the end, you have my attention. Cause in the end, you have my attention. Cause in the end, you have my attention.