Window Pain

I've been staring out this window for the longest I know it's f*ck the past, having flashbacks of our moments Picture perfect memories The kodak came imported Wish I, Knew why, These times Don't fly by how they used to You used me, I used you You bruised me, I bruised you In the end We both lose No boo-hoos, just more booze I'm faded Was jacking you You played me, I got back at you Now I'm in the same place where I started cause Ain't no loving like the one you get from mama Hurt people, hurt people Ain't my job to heal your trauma And you can't be in love if you ain't love yourself, lil' mama You so caught up on them dollas, you should catch up on your knowledge cause It's better to have loved and lost Than to never have loved at all Thinking bout what could've been Let's just blame it on the alcohol There's so many words to choose from Yet none can do you justice Your aura is timeless And without you it's lifeless You grow up not knowing how big the world really is And you don't notice how small it is When you ain't a part of it It's 4am, the club closing I'm calling, hoping you could leave the door open For the nigga who gon' lay it down You know that's mine even when I'm not around Working OT, baby, hammer time like Bobby Brown You know I'ma eat it like it's after Ramadan Yeah we came from nothing but you know your boy's a Don I'ma put you on a plane, send you far where you belong Where the water's always clear so you can finally see you're wrong Keep them lies inside those lips and your excuses in your palm That closet with designer was the only thing you wanted It's funny how I leave and you forget who really bought it Never asked for nothing and still you couldn't be honest Ain't no loving like the one you get from mama Hurt people, hurt people Ain't my job to heal your trauma And you can't be in love if you ain't love yourself, lil' mama You so caught up on them dollas , you should catch up on your knowledge cause It's better to have loved and lost Than to never have loved at all Thinking bout what could've been Let's just blame it on the alcohol