Ghost and Rae

I don't take many pictures Pictures paint a Thousand words And I'm a man of very few Unless I write a verse I step outside my comfort zone And try to love a little And I'm reminded of why I like to leave people first Cos I don't like to feel Left and useless Coming like a shark that's toothless I been on some bad behaviour recently Sleeping round And putting work off That ain't me I'm just down and I need some company I done you wrong but ain't mean no malice Said we were brothers But never called me when you was siping from the chalice It's ok though Lost mum and still I manage To keep afloat I just sacrifice emotional damage So I'm nonchalant Do what I do and keep my head down I don't care if you're happy I ain't the class clown In a cycle of self pity Rolling through the city Wondering if LDN will ever f*ck with me Put this group shit to side Feel like career suicide Look in my eyes See a face of a tired man Work my arse off And I barely see a grand Full of intricate raps that you'll never understand Got them spiritual raps But feel the spiritual attack From a force I can't see but feel Shit gets real The only words they have for your boy is heal So many open wounds life seems to dig at So my heart cold Living in the moment Cause my time frozen Seen a slab of concrete But know that I'm golden When granny whispered in my ear and said that I'm chosen I knew in that moment the world was mine Gotta trust in these rhymes But it's easier said than done When anytime you step out Life sees you as a pun Everybody wants beats but never ask about my mental See my existence as a rental Over a million streams on the shit that I made But still the industry don't put respect on my name I'm a lone wolf But definitely carry this pain If you knew half the shit I did You wouldn't look at me the same I feel unloved But feel untouchable The dream feels so far away But it's still clutch-able Shit!