Callboy/Ever So Often

I can't remember what your face looks like Don't recognize your number on my phone Just when I thought I blocked you out my mind And finally enjoyed moving on Now you want to show up Said you'd like to see my face Saying that you've grown up And back then we were in a different place Truth be told I kinda missed ya Silly me but I know if you tried I would probably kiss you That don't make it right No, that don't make it fair You needed other guys When I needed you there So No I'm not your callboy No this ain't service that I'm running Where you have your fun Then take off running So No You don't get to show up now Go'n and put that phone back down I'm not your callboy It feels like I've sang this song before In a different way It kills me to think this time's about you Cause not even I could make you stay I heard you got a new thing steady But when you're bored You expect to me to be ready Ima leave that there Truth be told Every now and then I kinda missed ya Ooo Silly me but I know if you tried I would probably kiss you That don't make it right No, that don't make it fair Ooo when I reached for your hand You weren't there So No I'm not your callboy No this ain't service that I'm running Where you have your fun Then take off running So No You don't get to show up now Go'n and put that phone back down I'm not your callboy I've been one to believe Everything happens for a reason In its own way, in its own season I guess that goes for us Even though we didn't make it If love don't cost a thing It's cause I already paid it I paid it with time, smiles And saving face Writing down my feelings Just to stay in my place In 'our' place I thought we were building together But the thread, fool's fabric, plastic leather Now I'll admit you still catch my eye But is it even worth it To go all the way back in time Or were you not even wanting that much? I'm probably over-thinking it To you I'm a callboy So I'll just leave the phone ringing Ever so often someone Comes along That can feel the void That left you feeling So alone And when they do you just Cherish and love them For you'll never know When you might need that love Again