Too Real (Interlude)

I look at everybody that I'm standing around We're all on the same level or further down If they try to take me down with them I'll stand my ground But I still worry that the rest will drown Drugs ruining my friends and I've dabbled myself Can't do that shit or I'll fall too far south It should be "All Eyes North" but I'm feeling too broke Losing hope for the future where do I go Need things the way they were a year ago 8th grade me and my friends just making jokes But now it's different recently things have turned too real (Real) At least that's what I thought when I was writing this I mean, don't get the wrong idea, my struggles have definitely gotten more… mature But have they really been "too" real I've certainly been dealing with a lot and feeling pretty shitty about it, and I haven't even touched most of it in this album However… that's not what this is about This is about me having the confidence and the hope that I can make things better for myself Or for all that I can't change, learn to accept it Obviously whatever problems I have should still be addressed. But the concept of "too real" Seems silly to me now The dream is alive Did I actually one-take that Damn right! I'll be the greatest M.C Representin L.P For all of eternity Maybe if they can't save themselves I'll help them out Be a guiding light No longer looking down F*ck love and f*ck girls I'm gonna need a doctor I'm too ill I go hard I'm not getting softer I'm still on the f*ck shit But it's gonna be a shocker When they see where I'm going Bitch this is my future I'm sitting here by myself And that is alright Cause other people were dumb And my plans are airtight This shits just about to begin If you look at my face and see my grin It means that I've found out a way to win And you cannot see me right now but trust me I'm smiling I'm smiling