Let Me Down

I remember actin out with straight aggression I was in all kinds of trouble so I had to learn my lesson I learned to stay anonymous to keep these bitches guessing Anyone that fell in love with me I told them get to stepping It seemed like time and time again I kept looking for parents, but I never let them in My momma tried and tried to make amends I took so many losses, wasn’t ready for a win And I tried to wipe the frown But it was hard cause they let me down I acted out in many ways So I asked god to help me pray They let me down They let me down I’m tired of getting my hopes up I’ll stay keeping my distance till I get some close ups And the ones that’s been fake to me ain’t getting no love Cause I went out my way, and not one of y’all showed up I wasn’t really focused on the grind I was always smoking always was wasting all my time I was skipping classes man my life was on decline Till momma got locked up and I started writing rhymes I am really not one to express I’d rather be quiet and save my breathe I don’t want no company man I don’t want the stress Cause Y’all let me down too much so wat did y’all expect They let me down They let me down These people had me stuck with aggravation Telling me that I’m gon be living in someones basement Well we live in Florida so what you f*ck you saying replace him Cause imma turn yo hate to motivation Comes naturally to push people away That’s just how I deal with all my problems and the pain Cause I was abandoned and I was given away I don’t want to open up just to be betrayed So now I just sit up in my bed Jotting down all these thoughts that’s in my head And I know yeah I know I hurt your feelings, but how bout mine though They let me down They let me down