Heartbreak

Heartbreak heartbreak Keep controlling my fate Keep taking all my love and turn it to only hate Heartbreak heartbreak Please get outta my face Please stop telling me I'm worthless and no one would want me anyway Yeah I remember the smile you had when I first asked you out You look so confused like you didn't know what I was talking about That's what I love about you we share the same doubt And together we lower the amount When you said that you loved me you must've misspoken Cause I gave you my heart and you gave it back broken Should've known by your forked tongue that your blood was frozen I don't wanna reflect on the good times we had It's just a painful reminder that I want you back I cry every time that I rap Knowing that kiss goodbye was the last I guess you'll just be another dark memory in my past I thought you were the one for me All I needed was your company But the sins you had were hunting me And honestly this is way to much for me I was happy with you but I'm now I'm straight back to depression I've been having a lot of misdirected aggression Trying to get over you with no succession I guess I've never been ok this here is my confession Does it surprise you that I have suicidal thoughts Does it surprise you that my heart is lost Does it surprise you that if you don't need me Then my life has no meaning But your not even worth it after the way you treat me I always see myself as a terrible person And everyone tries to convince me that I do have a purpose And that my life is worth it But they should all know that it's worthless So don't waste your time I told you I'm fine This depression is mine And I am the master of my own mind I keep getting in my feelings Fighting with my demons But you kept picking me up hiding the fact you were cheating These songs are my only therapy I always feel terribly All I ever wanted was someone to care for me How could you do this to my heart All I gave you was love so how could you need time apart At least I can get a new start I don't need you anymore I can't keep crying on the floor Over someone that plays with my heart as a sport You watch as I tear myself apart go get the popcorn Think about all the money I spent on those flowers Not knowing you would be the cause of my darkest hour This relationship was never really ours I can't be superman not all of us have powers I feel ashamed your in my memory Especially cause in a few years you won't remember me I guess it's obvious we're not as strong as we pretend to be Only thing you started in my life is violence At least now I can get some silence While you're probably at your highest I'm a little confused On what I should do So I can finally get over you Hopefully the pain will be over soon And I can finally see the bright side of the moon Honestly I gamble with my life so much I should be dead Walking to find my end Telling me where better off as two friends Well I guess it'd actually be three Heartbreak heartbreak Keep controlling my fate Keep taking all my love and turn it to only hate Heartbreak heartbreak Please get outta my face Please stop telling me I'm worthless and no one would want me anyway Heartbreak heartbreak Keep controlling my fate Keep taking all my love and turn it to only hate Heartbreak heartbreak Please get outta my face Please stop telling me I'm worthless and no one would want me anyway