Inner Thoughts

Hi there Are you new here If you are let me tell you what's fair I'm what talks to you in your mind every time You do something wrong and makes you want to die I'm what makes you remember every mistake that you made The painful memories are the price that you paid You can never escape And I'll rub it in on your worst days I want you out of my head space You gave me feelings I can't erase You took my soul and created a dark place Because of you I trust no one and my heart aches I put fake emotions on my face And tell everybody that i'm ok I can never show pain Don't be like that i'm your best friend I'll be here with you until your dead And I'll probably be the cause of your end I know you believe everything I've ever said Come with me through the darkness I promise you it's harmless And the knife cuts deeper when its sharpest No Im fighting through life And I don't need a knife To decide if I should live or die And let me remind you I am the guy who Picks himself up and fights through That's just the way I designed you You say you rap about things that are real But you'll never get a record deal Your music will never appeal Your albums will never sell I'm what pushed you down when you fell I'm what makes you hold back the secrets you never tell You'll never be as happy as you pretend to be I'll always be your company The truth that you don't see Is that you'll never be anything without me I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts Its like biting bullets while taking shots Feel like my chest is tied up in knots I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts It feels like I'm trapped In a box And lately I've been feeling lost You know you can't do anything by yourself As long as you live you will always need my help There's no point in trusting anyone else Everyone hates you they'll never care about how you felt Just have trust in my words I am a gift not a curse You life will be better if I make it worse Shut up I'll get through life with my own will I can achieve my dreams with my own skill My improvement will never hold still I go out to war with nothing but a cut on my wrist I am not afraid of the risk I don't need to hear your worthless tips Without me you have no reason to live No one cares about who you are Your demons will tear you apart And put a hole in your heart Then you'll be exactly where you were at the start If you were really smart you would take my hand I'll teach you how to be a man You think you can escape from me but you know you can't I am my own person My friends will never think I'm worthless I do have a life purpose And I know once I find it it'll be worth it Yeah I'm obviously still hurting But I'm not the only one Life isn't always fun But we can always fix the damage done Those are all lies Every living thing dies You'll never be anything useful The journey for happiness is brutal Completely pointless if I'm being truthful Your selfish suicidal thoughts will hurt others But you never thought of the people like your mom, dad or brother There's not enough cuts on your arm make another You and me can make it through the stormy whether We'll make a great team together I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts Its like biting bullets while taking shots Feel like my chest is tied up in knots I'm stuck in my room having conversations with my inner thoughts I don't think I can get away from these inner thoughts It feels like I'm trapped In a box And lately I've been feeling lost