Love Of My Life

Old walls that I built for you Just to dig me out with silver spoons No I didn't see it coming, oh Old walls that i'm stuck inside I guess beauty sees what I can't find I didn't, no I didn't, see it coming Well I got your code and I got your message I want you to know that you Are the love of my life The love of my life You never leave when the song is over You ride or die til the end You're the love of my life You're the love of my life My life No matter how much toxic you put in this relationship you can't kill me I'll still be the one to be there for you The one that'll always care for you The one thats having breakdowns cause he knows he can't compare to you I always knew I was unlovable I'm awkward and make every conversation uncomfortable I'm the one that everybody thinks is disposable That's why I always get so emotional I'm with a new girl now I call her noose We have a relationship based off of abuse I know it's not healthy it's just what I choose She's something that I can never lose But the knife over there looks kinda cute I think it's time to disconnect I feel like everything they say is the opposite of what they meant So what they're really saying Is I should get a rope and tie it around my neck Or I should tear myself apart until there's none of me left I'm not happy I'm not okay I'm not laughing I'm hiding pain I'm wearing a mask just to cover my face But you can still see the pain screaming in my eyes I deny it every time but they never lie You can look in my heart but all you'll find Is a lost little boy that's afraid to die Old walls that I built for you Just to dig me out with silver spoons No I didn't see it coming, oh Old walls that i'm stuck inside I guess beauty sees what I can't find I didn't, no I didn't, see it coming Well I got your code and I got your message I want you to know that you Are the love of my life The love of my life You never leave when the song is over You ride or die til the end You're the love of my life You're the love of my life My life