Twisted Mind Of A Lyricist

Hi my name is Wait a minute you don't care right Your to busy trying to figure out why I made a rap album with my skin white Since it's an intro I guess I should tell you what my lifes like Well basically i'm what happens when you don't use protection at night But hey that's okay we all make mistakes At age seven I wanted to make my trip to heaven And at I had thoughts about it again at the age eleven I'm a misfit and at age nine I adapted the twisted mind of a lyricist I don't get this Surely there had to be a witness But no I got told I'm worthless by my own therapist You see nobody likes me I'm a punching bag for anyone who tries me Is that your blood on the knife Well yeah it might be What do you mean you don't have voices in your head Is there really nothing telling you that everybody wants you dead The friend that never stops talking when your in bed Then you start to believe everything that he said Guess I'm an outcast I'm the one that'll wave when my dreams pass Even I know all my songs are trash Are you okay why do you even ask I'm here now but my minds stuck in the past If I ever become a famous rapper I'll regret not having any laughter Then I'll perform at a show and read all the hate comments right after I know for a fact I don't matter My life is a book with only one chapter I'll step up to the plate that I made myself I never needed a handout from you or anyone else Don't you try to help me if you haven't felt what I felt You should compare me to ice cube by the way that I melt I can remember all the times I was suicidal Got all these ideas by eminem cause he was my idol All my life I've been taught to have faith in the bible But it still hasn't helped so I guess it's just a title I'm sitting alone with myself as the rival I'll get depressed cry and hate myself then I'll repeat the same cycle Honestly I don't know why I try anymore I've been fighting my demons and settling the score So don't be surprised when you see blood on the floor There's been many people to hate me because I breathe They've never come close to what I feel underneath You couldn't survive a quarter of it your just to weak Everybody thinks I'm a freak They'll never stop but if they did wouldn't that be a treat When I find my dreams I bet no one will save me a seat My life isn't worth a dime You can try to change my mind but there isn't enough time So I get up like I'm completely fine When secretly I'm buried alive The crying never stops so now let me tell you why