Jot Ur Wishes

You shouldn't have to tie me up Just to hold me down And you shouldn't have to line me up Just to cross me out Yeah I done been everywhere and back Lost track and lost friends At times went off the map but I'm on 10 I'm tired of goin' back Always rack up the wrong answer Moms been in the hospital, aunt just caught cancer Still ain't got my rent paid, been late for like ten days Spinnin' out of my headspace, tryna keep my head straight Like how y'all tryna spread the dough before the bread bake? Then wonder why I been in the gym uuttin' this dead weight You shouldn't have to tie me up Just to hold me down And you shouldn't have to line me up Just to cross me out Still find myself gettin' it wrong Pushin' my feelings along I ain't been here in a minute Heard they still singin' my song A naive bastard, I've seen nuanced pastures Then fell from the sky not too long after Say they want smoke? Then it's poof, all ashes Lately I been the type to post and remove all captions Started from in the basement Time committed to patience The clock still ticks on my statute of limitations 16 in and out of rehab on visitation Can't name the last shit I heard that wasn't an imitation Of this and that Still goin' tit for tat Motherfuckers be talkin' shit But never diss me back You shouldn't have to tie me up Just to hold me down And you shouldn't have to line me up Just to cross me out