Breaking down

I'm tired of waiting when you're not coming I'm tired of feeling it's all over I'm tired of not knowing what's going on I'm tired of blaming myself over things that you've caused If this is breaking down It's not my fault I gave you all I had You gave nothing back If this is breaking down It could be my fault Cause i started something That you did not want Im tired of telling you i love you And you never say it back I'm tired of giving you all I have And leave my self with self-attacks If this is breaking down It's not my fault I gave you all I had You gave nothing back If this is breaking down It could be my fault Cause i started something That you did not want There's nothing new about the things that went through There's nothing new about the times you said you would stay and then walked away We've been running in circles again I know you don't really love me If you don't love me Why u lied to me?