everything Is made up

When the silk wind meets the fireworks I'll be posted up on my desired perch You can find me on a tooth of where the smile curves You can find me in the group of where I file words My randomize location depending on roads taken Lone rumor in a Chasm with no basin No basis for information it's all data and language but destroyed by interpretation For now I'm complacent between hesitation and dedication No path takings The only path left But until the path left I couldn't see what I had left Pointing in the direction everything you do What if you took that direction And flew into a soup of swooping protruding moving mindset maneuvers And Oompa-Loompas startsed tumbled out the frameworks Human curiosity to see how your brain works Invert Turn your own sock inside out one more time and tell me with a straight face You don't see the design Maybe I was Kohorst Coherst By the source of my depression bursts Well a lesson learned is a lesson less inferred I've been thinking about thinking curves instead of blinking first Not seeing if the air still hurts I'm torn between you are doing and doing you One is cutting two but two is chewing the one straight through The fight of Sun and Moon is moving through it's under view Thinking I got a loose screw is my *loose screw So I'll be in the spire we're it pierces the sky Endearing my miracle lies Until the sphere materialize Lyrically wise but the lyrics mirror my side that snares at my satirical lines and tries To hold onto the last part of my identity My single entity has more energy than the universe is entropy Endlessly investigating the mezzanine The show hasn't captured my attention since 17 And before that I was sleeping in my seat Enjoying the intermissions Wasting my ticket waiting or the show to be over And I guess I still am but observingthe theater much closer Is there even depth in it Or definite death in endlessness Can you truly measure measurements If you don't conveniently ignore your lever switch The part of you where effort lives is effortless Tt's severs tethered mental riffs When letters entered mentorship Don't blick Brick by brick In a Jiff The whole pyramid exists Everything is made up And made up of everything Everything is made up I used to not want to say much Cuz All the concepts are made up Everything isn't fake but (Maybe) But everything is made up The composition of our reality is arbitrary Everything is made up There's no right way to live in some that's scary But me I'm trying to learn to love that everything is made up I'm barely a rapper because I barely like to speak I feel like a fish out of water that barely likes to breathe It was in my decision to make this incision in my mental prison I just couldn't let this scab be I picked it and now my life's trajectory is heading towards a mental hospital Or a guru celebrity I just had an epiphany And then I laughed at myself because I believe it's still a thing Nobody will ever get it including me I'm discontent with being discontent of who it used to be What's the point even if there is truth to see The wise man once said something and then the loop repeats I had a thing for 19 years nonstop To become a worse version an eyedea and Aesop The one thought I thought original inside of my pumpkin Showed up after the fact and a YouTube suggestion Who does this cascading construct tunnel think it are To take away my one Golden star I guess I'm forced to sit in silence forever no matter how hard (5 Seconds later) I'm trying to continue my thought faster than the speed of contradiction Well holding the Epiphany and trying to conger diction I spend most of my time Recording My frequency accordion Through levels Distorting euphoria I see this great pattern of tapering creation But when I explain it comes out as a concept unrelated I'm frustrated I know I'm standing on the bus and believe I'm still at the bus station I'm at crustacean at the top of the bucket But still looking at the tank just wanting to touch it I'm not a spiritual man I'm lyrically bland So I have to rap about The most obvious things that I can Everything is made up And made up of everything Everything is made up I used to not want to say much Cuz All the concepts are made up Everything isn't fake but (Maybe) But everything is made up The composition of our reality is arbitrary Everything is made up There's no right way to live in some that's scary But me I'm trying to learn to love that everything is made up So what should I be afraid of (Let me know) My foundation accumulated information so everything is made up When the universe births a baby into itself we bounce around in our reflection Until our days done Everything is made up Now lets list em off Words Culture Trends Science Your friendships are interests and expectations aligning Thoughts Dreams Your personality You are just a reflection of everything that you've seen I am the universe becoming aware of itself Ripple ripple ripple Ripple ripple ripple Sample (0, 1, 2, 4, 8, 16, 32) As the pattern inside the pattern ect accelerates Threads woven to created a mental fabric That's why it's all fabricated