Find Somthing to Lose

See I'm Still everything I was before Rap But I can't remember knowing myself before that Playing Apples to apples and I lost where my core at My home away from home was standing out on the doormat I'm the lost man lost in the first contact Trying to trace back to where I lost my last thought at Lost my last thought when I took of that ball cap It flew out Spent 6 months of my life thinking about impermanence What do I do now Mindset inverted like white skies and blue clouds Nice skies with trees growing in them And there root bound It's ironic when you're conscious of your conscience constant constipation Contemplation Imagine one man with the mind of all races Caramel complexion is where life is trying to take us I cannot talk about it but my judgments decaying I'm a be me and mchi on hiatus Can't tell the difference between myself and a personality trait So I'm asking what's the brain that God gave us My friendship fade the same way that my thoughts taper Light the flame inside myself Decide I love you later I love you later Mindset been cascading since the day we made fire Identifying left and right turn to state dividers Hot climate created cold winters Oppression of women turn to microwave dinners Infinite facets and patterns to fit in it I got tangled and twisted Lost what I knew inside it Now I'm a cat with a ball of yarn trying to un tie it Usually I got to lose something To know how to find it But I I got to find something to lose But I Got to find something (Find something to lose)