Ice cream cone

I almost found myself and lost myself in the same day Convincing me it's OK to not know I crumbled up my taco shell and the pieces fell in another taco shell I feel this one cracking but what happens when the talk go Smart enough to know that my only limit is my ability of description Crumpled bits sit to the brim in a ice cream cone When I crumble mine another cone catches it Like the imprinted crosshatch pattern wrapping it So I am just rapping it How will you distract yourself) As I ripple forever through the never ending ascending staircase What's true never changes But aimlessness is the root of my brains pain I hate words because they always keep me three away I hate words because they always keep me three away My brain is a flat landscape I'm a new person in every situation I enter I pretend I'm a pretender Put my identity in a blender came out as a smoothie of confusion and surrender My mind is slowly coning to the center And everything else is to What happens when a macrocosm Adams Black hole collapses in of a chain reaction That him capsules the later from galaxies to the infinite a tractor Waffle cone pattern The Future occurring backwards The loopers of recurring faster And I'm here to remind you that nothing matters Except nothing Except nothing Knowing is only half the battle Because it defeats your will to fight In my case my will to write Speaking doesn't feel good Just like if I didn't Rhyme that last line My past time Is listening to the subtle humming of paths flying in every direction (Spread the Cream cheese in the whole of the bagel) I am a seller in this vessel staring Through a port hole or a portal are a poor hole in gods complexion I seem to always lose my place when... Realize the real of lies) Where the real love lies At least the ground always catches the building when it falls Even tho it is no longer in the building At least the thoughts are exactly what they are cuz Being a cog in the system is thrilling What flavor of ice cream do you want Do you want one or two scoops There you go have a good day Next in line please