Inner Space Explorer

I've been a inner space explore Ever since the day I tasted euphoria of absorption in depression Redirecting my adolescence to question mechanism societies prerequisites Existence is the nemesis for many kids Who understand the existential relevance To Revel in revelations of resonance Instead of being a stencil tracing The ink your pen emits In a painful cycle of endlessness Yo Head down on my desk dissecting the demonstration In a vat personality proliferation But then I learned to paint it plain And penetrate the plan of pen and paper permeating brain waves But none of my classmates could comprehend what I was saying So then I drove deeper into the self existing pit of sadness And realized that good in bad perpetuate the same package So now I'm here today Sharing my love through this traceless way I'll watch myself Dissipate because nothing that appears can stay So find what remains Unidentify with attributes and be free of the pain you are me I know you're dreaming for A sweet escape So be the sock that inverts both ways The unborn space that never changes Sometimes freedom and insanity look like the same thing But their very different Make the voices stop by staring in the stainless prism Witness our creation glisten I spent most of my life sifting through the YouTube algorithm In a dopamine prison And now I rap this for myself cuz I know I'll listen Notice this is The void that cradles all your mental pictures Sends ripples to the far edges of this meta pixel Sending several signals separating mentality rivers All collecting in the mega Set Directionlessly mingled In a non location Coning the threshold to the other side Some will say Never know if we never try Never live if we never die I have no want to fly cuz my minds but the sky Ya (Unified yet undefined) I open it up so you can step inside Maybe together we can make collective stress resign No words to describe these rhymes Double helix spiral genesplicing modified Concoctions of a conscious mind I asked myself who am I Till the asker was the answer And the void destroyed the pantomime But these words appear Raps used to be driven by fear To do something with life But now the bliss of fulfillment naturally causing me to write So these bars for all the times my character wanted to die Aaah