what Is life really?

So what is life and impermanent blocker from the other side A view behind the curtains averting the currents tide The current version of recursion with perverted minds Checkerboard transformation to other colors side So what's the love inside What's the feelings An interference pattern just to flatten my experience Oreo and spearmint Thanking and living Me sick field of vision distract me from direct intuition Yo We trudge relentless through endless reassembling trenches Effortlessly flow because the ancestors directly blessed it Human heritage Nobody cant compare to this I'm barely parity of the pair that was picked in the alternate universe Where our arch nemesis lives You are everything Kid Pain love life death When you separate your mind your world is fulled up of them And when you realize you did then you just did it again Again again I go In infinite spiral Call my mind the bifurcation station taking basic information Creating a ever changing map But when I analyze it I fall into my own trap Sleeping a cold bath When your mind is a map And going to school crap Because nothing really Matt Ers Everyone is pad dlers But I've always been fine floating I've always been fine floating What is life What is life really You can find me floating till the stream takes me Might not get around to recording this but just in case I do I chuck my deuce and hope that the love shine through My resolve lives in you Calculating the woven mathematical pattern that considers every part of our world Is just as useless as a Truck is to a Sailor No wave is ever the same But the road only Weathers Might as well end out with a banger That's the only way that my thoughts think The part of my brain that reads and does math is a clogged sink Two reverse elevators what the thoughts bring 2 Alert designators When our God speaks What's going on What are we in Why can I see that I wish that I could go back to Rapping on lean tracks But then again it gave me purpose past what I even deserve In this earthly interpreted turbulent purgatory Y'all Ain't even Heard of me But I am fervently Hurling My currencies through Universal circuitry I'm doing what I can G Captive by a concept crashing Cascade ain't exactly candy Today I woke up and noticed infinite void in the sky and felt dumb For not saying hi to that guy on the Sidewalk We got a let bygones be bygones and not buy until the sky is gone That's my only fear I guess That were that bad Societies guilty imprint of the moral path But the moral path was made from nature That's the paradoxical toroidal field of equators Meditators several flavors Meta-data detonator Penetrators save us brains are hyper generator Thinking us into infinity The sickest symphony when my soliloquies Paint vividly I feel like I saw this moment of me writing that line in dreams few months ago But I sunk the boat I've always been fine Floating floating Sitting in my sailor seller Manic yeller Panik delver Panning welder Santas helper Dragons Elmer Lever elevelder The third lever created a wave in the concept elevator It's fine to not understand because it's better later Im standing under everything and my legs are unstable All jokes aside at least I understand that I don't I don't even not Tied tide Each side is as hard to loosen Just try That's why I'll be fine floating Stop trying stop crying stop mopping stop hoping I know I'm wrong for thinking that I'm right But am I wrong for thinking that I'm wrong And it goes on