How I Feel

No girl really love me Yeah That's really how I feel Why you lying to my face Is that really how you feel I don't ask for much But to always keep it real with me In and outta jail who the hell Would wanna deal with me I understand Lately trying to be a better man Future lookin bright But I cant predict the weather man Always stay humble Ain't no person that I'm better than Gotta change my life up They just tried me as a felon Damn Damn Let that sink in Back on my feet Lately been going thru hell Trials and tribulations God told me I'll prevail Used to post up at the trap Poppin pill Makin sales But I wasn't living right And I woke up in a cell Months went by While I was doing my time And I was losing my mind I gotta stay on my grind Or I'm going back Real talk no cap I ain't going back Cold room Flat mat I ain't going back Live life Future bright Imma roll with that My heart made of steel U can't put a hole in that I got control of that I'm staying positive Ain't stressing bout no drama Or the politics No girl really love me Yeah That's really how I feel Why you lying to my face Is that really how you feel I don't ask for much But to always keep it real with me In and outta jail who the hell Would wanna deal with me I understand Lately trying to be a better man Future lookin bright But I can't predict the weather man Always stay humble Ain't no person that I'm better than Gotta change my life up They just tried me as a felon Damn They just tried me as a felon Hell nah I ain't telling The past I ain't dwelling Today I'm living right Put my blood sweat tears Right here into the mic Got me praying up to god He helpin me find the light Cuz I been stuck in the dark to long Karma caught up to my wrongs Finally I'm free I was gone Heart of a gorilla king kong Thinking back when I ain't have a crumb I was living like a bum I was always on the run My family stopped answering I always asked for sum Detective askin questions I ain't never tell him nun And that's real shit Baby tell is this real Or u actin like u love me Waiting till I sign a deal I can't trust nobody And that's really how I feel So I'm stayin by my lonely Yes that's really how I feel