Throw Away the Key

If I had any surplus energy I wouldn't go and tell anybody Bunch of vultures, mankind tends to be Whether you're on the outskirts or a full member of society` Considered neurotic, but I still got it A narcissistic personality disorder and a twitch I've been catering to the wrong kind And now I've gone and broken and blown my own mind Lost it on some adventure where I thought I'd find The answers to why I've been so maligned My mother cries every single night Because she wishes I'd fly off like a kite Disappear never be heard from again Might as well be dead even if I'm just around the bend Save your judgement for I've already atoned My heart doesn't beat, it's made out of stone Born an underdog, a refugee of misfortune More controversial than Michael Jackson What did you think you would see son When you you take a peak into my situation Oh no I forgot to pay my fee to be free Now I'm gonna be locked away for al eternity Just go and throw away the key I don't fit to the rules of this sad reality Masked with cascading skepticism I've been left in an unfortunate position Nasty sort of situation that can't happen Where I begin to doubt the operations That keeps everything in a semblance of function Maintaining composure with no dividends Is a task beyond struggling It can be might disheartening To see all that you build amass to so little When you see such great potential Most choices when made are irreversible But I can't go and let that stop me now Subconsciously sabotaging my own confidence But I know that there's more to this Just gotta push past this lull in audaciousness And stop staring into the abyss of consequences