XENON

Lost in time, lost in rhyme Lost my mind Hey one letter girl, can you be my world Sorry if that off weird or aggressive You said we were imperfect but now we're just indifferent And please tell me when you get this message It's kinda weird I used to not understand you at all And what you are is what I'll never be I used to think that I fix you or something But now I'm asking to fix me The past couple months I've been down on my luck Telling people that I'm chilling and acting like I don't give a f*ck But I might just do it Each day is feeling like a reason I'm feeling like I might be ruined I'm just like you now And I'm sorry that you heard this rant Self medication is all I do now And I tell myself I'm gonna stop, but I can't Lost in time, lost in rhyme Lost my mind (if you want it if you said it I'mma go) Lost in time, lost in rhyme Lost my mind (if you want it if you said it I'mma go) Stripper titties out I don't care about sex no more Look me in my eyes say this ain't about checks you poor Poor thing, you don't give a f*ck about me Maybe we're the same, I'mma con you for money And I'm late to trends (lost in time) Hoping that my means justify my ends and vice versa Xenon's what we be on it's a brand new gas Or a powder it's an hourglass counting to a hearse Or some good business trying to contemplate what's worse Picking apart my life or just casting a curse on Somebody else in the end it's money and wealth Not about being rich, just some food and good health If I dig myself a deeper hole no one would wanna see me If I stop now they'll call me a cowered I used to judge the addicts and the fiends, so judgmental Just telling them to turn their lives around But now I'm addicted, addicted to the world on my phone Addicted like I'm never growing old Addicted to the pedal me and my bros on the road Addicted to not feeling so alone Addicted, addicted to this girl let's call her Xenon And everytime I think of her they asking what I be on Too ashamed to answer will she be the girl to lean on But I'm too afraid to talk to her, man I'm so Addicted, addicted to the feeling of control Lines of something got me speeding right into a pole Controlled by addiction addiction make me bold Judging people's actions should be judging my own Addicted, addicted to the drug let's call it Xenon And everytime I'm on it they be asking what I be on Too ashamed to answer all these people that I lean on Would hate me if they knew the truth man I'm so addicted Lost in time, lost in rhyme Lost my mind Lost in time, lost in rhyme Lost my mind (if you want it if you said it I'mma go)