Departures...

(Quincy Tell 'Em) Yeah, yeah Put my trust in a hammer, I'm broken from all of the trauma This money don't matter, I got brothers that still in the slammer Yeah, I been stabbed in the back, baby I can still feel the knife in my back They drop when I drop and they mad From the bando I graduated Sittin' at the stove prayin' that I need to make it One-twenty on these diamonds it was just for motivation Please don't call me a rapper, I'm a known trapeneur Left Council Homes, thanks to the stove, thanks to the pot, thanks to the plug I owe him a lot, I owe him my life, I grew up a lot I'm buyin' this whip, I'm drivin' it fast, it's straight off the lot They feel entitled callin' my phone, they ask for a lot I'm linkin' my sideting not for a f*ck, it's just for a slob top How much of my blood, how much of my tears, I put in a lot How much of my love I put in this shit I put in a lot Life is a blessin' I had no roof now I got a drop-top I had some trials and tribulations, been through a lot There's too many snakes and too many ladders on route to the top Take care of me, I take care of mine, no way I'ma flop I had some trials and tribulations, been through a lot Huncholini There's too many snakes and too many ladders on route to the top 'Lin, 'Lin Take care of me, I take care of mine, no way I'ma flop (Jay Young's, got that beat knockin') 'Lin Huncholin', 'Lin I feel inspired by the people that's around me winnin' When I shine bright, they turn my light and and dim it, I can't deal with it The shit I did look up to, I can't deal with it Run up on your veggies, make a meal of it I sold weed and I sold crack, yeah, that's the tip of the iceberg If I die I wonder which one of the bros would ride first Can limit the offenses, we ain't deeper than rap If I had my own choice, wouldn't even in the trap Wouldn't even buy a gun, wouldn't even need a stash Wouldn't even bury friends, I can't even bring 'em back When it get's a little sad, I can't cry no tears I'm too broke for the grave I got way too many sins, if I go there I don't know if I'll be saved I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I pray my brother beats the case, pray that I don't ever change If I do just for the better, I got sins but can't confess it Get a brick and try and press it, I got stresses, I can't stress it Even though I got some blessings, I got problems that are present Goat is crazy, 'cause I tend to blame my self If my deeds were to get weighed, I hope the balance on the scale I put three-five's up in the spliff and I made a couple M's, I still need another twelve I spend way too many years, watchin' people disappear, why you think I'm by myself? And I can't cry no tears, I'm too broke for the grave If I go there I don't know if I'll be saved I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know- I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate I don't know, I don't know if I'll see the gate