rose garden

Sitting in this little rose garden The one you said was calm I wish I wasn't myself I swear if I could only switch the thoughts Not let it drill my skull Did you just not care enough? Why am I always the one? That loves too hard Was I just a bit too young? I got so mad Now you dont react I relapsed Watching the stores as I pass Just like that night Will this feeling ever last? I stared at that wall so hard in hopes It kinda disappeared Will the thoughts do the same? Why am I always the one? That loves too hard Was I just a bit too young? I got so mad Now you dont react I relapsed Why am I always the one? That loves too hard Was I just a bit too young? I got so mad Now you dont react I relapsed Not doing so well I should get some rest?