what am i living for? (slow/reverb)

I'm counting the stars Wherever you are The sky is so calm Lost you along the way Faded slowly Did I inflict all this pain? In your blood our memories reflect Laughing at the stains you left on my heart On my heart Watch the shadow hover and pass Slipping away from the dark From the dark And now I take pictures On my telephone Needing validation I post tiktoks That dumb platform Waiting to see you comment Reaching out to touch your skin I want you close on mine Here I wait For some stupid response What am I living for ? mm bright as the moon The middle of june Was it all to soon? Tears running down my face Wish I could dissipate Lost in our mistakes In your blood our memories reflect Laughing at the stains you left on my heart On my heart Watch the shadow hover and pass Slipping in to the dark To the dark And now i take pictures On my telephone Needing validation I post tiktoks That dumb platform Waiting to see you comment Reaching out to touch your skin I want you close on mine Here I wait For some stupid response What am i living for ? 'It's like suffocating in a room full of air' Now I take pictures On my telephone Needing validation I post tiktoks That dumb platform Waiting to see you comment Reaching out to touch your skin I want you close on mine Here I wait For some stupid response What am i living for?