Bad History

I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history Was I patiently waiting Or become the patient Driving myself crazy With all of the hating Of everything around me And eventually mason Hated himself for all of the feelings And becoming displacement Hurt Myself, Hurting you Just to feel so alive Pushed my buttons just for fun But now I despise The man I think I see When I look into my soul Is this the person I will be When I'm dying and old? I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history Was every past trauma invoked for a greater grace? And will I pass on my miss-doings and all my mistakes? Will my heir have my issues, will she take on my traits? Disdainful emotions all part of her fate Can good come from a man that's inherently bad? A greater life from evil, forged in a fire of a sad A child of change fighting a life of pain But is she destined to ruin herself because of our name? I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history And as I walk the path of the lonely warrior I think of my ancestors that have come before me And those who have carried my name and carried the torch Through greater torment, only to prosper Because if the history books are sure to be believed Then I can survive a life of misery We are not the damned, we live to find a way Passing through the threshold to fight another day I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history I wanna remove my heart, it's killing me All these days all I feel is bad energy Cos when I'm alone there's no synergy Put me right back in time to bad history