Ecstasy

Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me Yeah sometimes I know that I be trippin' Constant indecision that I live in got the demons tempting Tending to my sinnin' I'm content with there ain't no pretendin' Pray the Lord will help me when I'm losin' strength and feelin' low I prefer to treat it with this liquor or I tend to roll Peaked it when I reached a toll speakin' to my inner soul Crazy I been lately too fugazi to be healed I know Speaking to this center fold ask her why she even here She be looking at me softly hopin' that my mental clears Out in the night yeah sometimes I can feel it grow Coldly taking over hope this darkness doesn't kill me slow She proceeds to hold me close tries her best to hold me down Even though sometimes I know that I can make it hard to ground Second guessin' am I worth it am I favored now? It always seems as if my dreams go to the pavement now Still I prowl know this weight is heavy in the crown Heavy is the head of a man tryna stay abound Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me It's like ecstasy Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me It's like ecstasy Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me It's like ecstasy Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me High rise mental towers shadow what I comprise High tide sometimes I be drownin' when I look inside True to I, deeper than the ocean when I do apply How come I can barely stay afloat when I'm a water sign? Yeah I feel the shifts in my plane I see I'm drenched in my pain I seem to put on display ayo the heaviest rain Has been the storms in my brain I surf the course of these waves that seem to me drift me away All this pressure I take I swear it's trying and drives me crazy Keep it together baby I know that you're fightin' baby You know that I got you baby I hear these words from my lady Thoughts I'm connectin' I can't digest where this anger takes me Gloss in my eyes they try to sever the ties Keep my heart fortified I must protect what is mine Still I ride 'til I die jaded mind, still a prize No surprise It was written in the stars eternalized And I Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me It's like ecstasy Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me It's like ecstasy Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me It's like ecstasy Ridin' through the city with my baby right here next to me