Jaded

Truthfully I'm built for this Got me sayin' in my mind make the best of this Yeah, I say a prayer then I make a wish And if you coming for me, boy, you best not miss, lil' bitch Till I die, I provide what they need and what they like If these niggas coming for me best believe I let'em fly Never hide in my life yet these issues take their toll Set my mind upon the mission, start the engine then I roll Truthfully I'm holding things inside, I need to let them go Yeah I miss- that's a thing that she can never know Ain't on speaking terms, I'd rather keep this to myself But these issues overflowing, got me worried bout my health Hey, am I worse than others? Pray the Lord I'll be forgiven Drowning in this liquor or I'm drowning in these women Question my intentions and my morals, are they right? Swear I'm only finding comfort in the night Now you see I'm riding through the city ayo Clouded in my mind so my eyes stay low Why am I jaded? Why am I faded? See the fame and money, yo I wonder should I take it Now you see I'm riding through the city ayo Clouded in my mind so my eyes stay low Why am I jaded? Why am I faded? See the fame and money, yo I wonder should I take it Hey Trails and tribulations when I'm seeing those deceiving me Dying stipulations when I see they don't believe in me Tried to work with others but it seems we're more of enemies That's my brother's brother so it's best if I just let it be Truthfully indeed I try to be the bigger man Try to kill the vice, I see it getting out of hand All these things I reprimand, ao of course I take a stand Keep it bumpin', keep it thumpin', up to something, never frontin' So I be who I say, ain't concerned about your pay If they push me to the edge guarantee I let it spray I ain't tryna be this way but this weather's getting cold With my hoodie on ridin' through the shadow's corazón Man tell me should I be alive for my crimes And I want her in my life and she wants to be my wife But I'm dealing with this strife and it empties out my heart Man I'm only finding peace out when it's dark Now you see I'm riding through the city ayo Clouded in my mind so my eyes stay low Why am I jaded? Why am I faded? See the fame and money, yo I wonder should I take it Now you see I'm riding through the city ayo Clouded in my mind so my eyes stay low Why am I jaded? Why am I faded? See the fame and money, yo I wonder should I take it Hey Hold up Drop top Chevy riding heavy roll up Down for whatever let them figures go up Tell me what you looking for Tell me what you looking for Hold up Drop top Chevy riding heavy roll up Down for whatever let them figures go up Tell me what you looking for Tell me what you looking for Riding through the city ayo Clouded in my mind so my eyes stay low Why am I jaded? Why am I faded? See the fame and money, yo I wonder should I take it Now you see I'm riding through the city ayo Clouded in my mind so my eyes stay low Why am I jaded? Why am I faded? See the fame and money, yo I wonder should I take it Hey Riding through the city ayo