Letter To Nathan

This years been crazy I've felt pain that I ain't ever felt before Got me asking God Like why've you done this for Is there a reason That you put me through the things You put me for The day that I knew that Nathan died I nearly fainted to the floor After 17th of Feb My mental heath was in the worst way You were loved by many But it hurt me in the worst way I can't hold no grudges with the people that are here Because I lost my best friend And we ain't spoken since my birthday The only way that I can mourn Is writing music Didn't do it for some views Stop being stupid I wrote till I die Cause if I didn't I would lose it I'll make sure your name forever stands out in my music This shit is crazy And what hits more Is that my broski left a baby The more I think about it Gonna make me go more crazy I do this for my people I can't slack cause I ain't lazy I can't do this anymore When I saw your mum My heart turned black I'm feeling poor If it weren't for music I'd be lost up in my thoughts So that brings me to the point I gotta wonder who's this for How you so heartless How you so cold My love is lost now my hearts gone froze Who's this for This is for my bro Who's this for This is for my bro How you so heartless How you so cold My love is lost Now my hearts gone froze Who's this for This is for my bro Who's this for This is for my bro Take a couple more Cause after this I'll disappear Before I disappear I need to tell you couple things I ain't with the bullshit Don't cry I need you all here Mental Health is killing me Ain't trying to be awkward This a little different I can't fake it anymore shit I can't open up It's been a minute since I've spoken Man I got a heart But it's be feeling like it's broken Man I got a heart But it's be feeling like it's broken How you so heartless How you so cold My love is lost now my hearts gone froze Who's this for This is for my bro Who's this for This is for my bro How you so heartless How you so cold My love is lost now my hearts gone froze Who's this for This is for my bro Who's this for This is for my bro