Minds' Echoes

I'm wishing everyone the best But we're at different stages Same chapter, but I'm guessin' we're on different pages Hard to feel creative when you've been unmotivated For those who've waited I just wanna thank you for your patience No time for that, doing numbers on Spotify They asking me where I'm at So for them I gotta try If only you could see these memories that I'm haunted by I dropped a project then right after watched my father die I realize that we were not the closest Hands over my eyes, tryna hide my emotions Door was left wide open, I didn't get to close it Didn't get to say goodbye, there was no diagnosis Probably cried an ocean Probably tried so many times to ease my mind by getting high But now I'm feeling hopeless I think I'm losing focus Life keeps passing me by, sometimes I forget to notice This might be the realest record that I've ever wrote If I don't get this off of my chest, then I can't expect to grow Am I doing the work, let the record show Did my regrets hinder my success I guess we'll never know Now Gotta get this off my chest, can't hold on any longer First girl I ever had, I went and cheated on her Stick around, I didn't even bother To get it off the ground You need someone on the other side of that teeter-totter I think it's crazy that I've dropped nothing In five years and my numbers are still jumpin' I think that's sayin somethin' I'm in a different space It's not my place to judge em I'm not saying I'm a saint, cause I still make assumptions I'm blessed, I read every message To be honest, the reception of Clean Slate was so unexpected Till I dropped that record, I never felt connected Didn't realize there were so many lives that I affected Be all I can be for my family, they my ride or die I can't deny the external force I've been guided by I'm making money, but there's some things I cannot provide Mom is 74 and still works a 9-to-5 When life starts to plummet, feel it in your stomach Sniffin' lines, chasin' a high, could've died from it Had some people on my side to help me rise above it I'm so blessed to know my guys, let's keep it 900