LATELY (feat. SHANEO)

Lately I've been staring at the mirror Wondering if my reflection's gonna talk back I been feeling so alone in a way that nobody ever really wants to talk about Why to my emotions creep and crashing at the same time? It's the question I really want the answer to It's all good though Yeah you pull through But somehow I'm still living in my solitude Lately I've been tired of people thinking that they know well enough to tell me that I will be fine But I've been thinking 'bout my life and all of my decisions I been sat here thinking am i still aging like a fine wine Five years ago I started making music to express how my days are really going by I thought I recovered but eventually you figure out that once you're in that state of mind It's hard to get out of it Really hard to get by Lately there's some things I've felt on my shoulders And I wonder whether I should really talk about it 'Cause every time I do I ruminate on the shoulda, coulda, wouldas man It feels like I'm surrounded Like stereo-sound on this merry-go-round Every town trouble searched for and found It's telling me now that maybe whilst being proud I became the self-fulfilling prophesy and I drowned Lately I felt like I was moving Seeing the rain for its bare properties And the water flows down the streets without assuming Keeping me thinking like I'm Socrates In the mirror man the culprits off-putting Getting old is to know that you know nothing It hasn't worked that time man You're so lucky It's hard to get by but You're so lucky (now)