after midnight

It's late at night and skating this block by myself (oh only god knows what I've been going through in my mind) I see the stars and I'm wondering why I'm on the shelf (left on the shelf I cry for help please just give me a sign) And I been running I been taking I drugs I'm outta my mind and I know and I know I didn't do you right And I been thinking I been dreaming of you I never lied I hope you see this even though it's after midnight My head is full of reasons why I should just go (you tell me that I'm insane but baby I don't mind) But I've got a dream and I've gotta make it I know (And baby I know I gotta make it so give me some) And I been running I been taking I drugs I'm outta my mind and I know and I know I didn't do you right And I been thinking I been dreaming of you I never lied I hope you see this even though it's after midnight