Fight

I can’t go out I’m trapped inside My own mind It’s not about The lockdown It’s about ourselves I don’t know why I don’t know why myself I can’t understand these feelings Inside of my chest It’s all so dark Around me Around us This cage feels tight Around my chest Around my mind I don’t know how I can’t understand myself All of these voices Are shouting in my head I feel like I’ve lost I feel that I’m not myself I hear the clock ticking And I can’t find my way I go outside I’d love to jump But I can’t fly I see the sky I feel the wind Through my soul I see the light The one they always talk about It’s not at the end of any tunnel I have hope What do I feel Is this happiness Tears are falling from my eyes But this time it doesn’t hurt I think I’ve woke up From this long nightmare I feel I can fight a bit more Take it day by day I don’t know how I don’t know how long I’ll last Fighting against my head And those voices inside But I will try I promise I’ll try my best There will always be bad days But I know who I am