Giving Up

My doors, they shut My blinds turn down My day slips away Afraid of my fear Afraid of escape My dreams, they fade My money is made My boxes are ticked When I try to sleep I make me sick Giving up is all I ever wanna do I wanna do, I wanna do Give up, it's all I ever wanna do I wanna do, I wanna do Insidious Calling me down Spinning a web above me Taking my time Giving up is all I ever wanna do I wanna do, I wanted to Get far away Get lost in something new I wanted to, yeah I wanted to Give up, it's all I ever wanna do I wanna do, I wanna Live all of my lives And give something back Before the end arrives And when the end arrives Would I give up Even if I wanted to Give up, it's all I ever wanted to do I wanted to do, I wanted to Get far away, get lost in something new I wanted to Give up, it's all I ever wanna do I wanna do, I wanted to Take back my life, so I could prove to you That I wanted to