compose (slowed)

Compose myself, my dreams Slay and conquer thy sleep Fall again what a shame Repeat it all again Compose myself, my dreams Slay and conquer thy sleep Fall again what a shame Repeat it all again I been neglecting my heavenly father Hardly say no prayers til I'm in some disorder Feigning like my thoughts haven't been turning darker With each climb to reach my peak I stay at the bottom longer Sisyphus wasn't in peace he was depress-struck We're all feigning something to keep our mind numb And I been trying to ignore the pull of where I've been from So much habits from my childhood keeping me down Feeling like I'm insane, the thoughts they drove me crazy I know you want to help but babe your love cant save me With each day that passes by I want to discard safety If we're all gonna die then why wait till I'm eighty And i know it's just a wave, after a while it'll subside But each wave it beats me down, I feel my soul is tired They say i should rely on Christ, they say for me he died And it's all a process in him is renewed life He feels hard to know though Compose myself, my dreams Slay and conquer thy sleep Fall again what a shame Repeat it all again Compose myself, my dreams Slay and conquer thy sleep Fall again what a shame Repeat it all again