insomniac

Staring contest with the mirror at 3am Hours of sleep isn't the only thing losing again Before that night, I never thought your heart was cold But even when I didn't want it, I didn't want to be told Now times have changed But the sheets still feel stained You made me An insomniac All the nights I want you back Clock ticks by I can't cry The music fills the hole inside You dug for me There's a reason I still don't sleep in my bed The couch keeps the thoughts out of my head My dreams remind me of what you made me feel The melatonin makes the trauma feel real Times may have changed But my bed still feels strange You made me An insomniac All the time I can't take back Clock ticks by I can't cry One day I hope I Will feel like me You made me An insomniac All the time I can't take back Clock ticks by I can't cry One day I hope I Will feel like me Me