Emotional Difference (feat. Mr.j)

Go ahead and take a laugh at me I don't give a f*ck that was the past me That gave a f*ck whatchu thought about me Now you think that you're laughing but I'm laughing Yeah the drugs They really hurt me where the f*ck the plugs Think they get their shit from I don't know bruh Rip Arjay Mack You the best bro I'm sorry that they wanna laugh Don't know why they wanna laugh I'm sure in their past they seen a couple of racks And they spent it on shit that they shouldn't have Now we doing shit that we shouldn't have We're gonna get it going in the coupe We're gonna pop a pill and we'll do it for ya dude But, I know we gonna be in the same place dude And we're gonna die faded like a shroom I know our mom's don't like seeing us like this But when I pop a pill I'm a viking I can take everything in the world I can take it all I can f*ck on your girl, uh I think I lose it, I think I lose it I'm not superhuman yeah I abuse it I like all the drugs that I have in my hand I might buy 5 more yeah I am a fan But will I make it by the end of the night I don't know but it brings on a big fright And I might be geeked up trying to fight But I don't mean it yeah I swear I'm alright Now I'm fucking sober The battle's fucking over I'm no longer dirty F*ck lean bars and 30's Rip to my brothers Sorry to all they mothers We miss you Arjay Mack But sadly ya never come back You lost a war This has all happened before DMX, Juice, and Peep And that all that weep Staying high all night Staying up till sunlight Smoking all the nicotine Acting like a fiend On drugs yeah I'm a beast Sober still a beast I got family now that's a flex Can't wait to see what the f*ck is next I think I lose it, I think I lose it I'm not superhuman yeah I abuse it I like all the drugs that I have in my hand I might buy 5 more yeah I am a fan But will I make it by the end of the night I don't know but it brings on a big fright And I might be geeked up trying to fight But I don't mean it yeah I swear I'm alright I'm sorry Mack The drugs went on attack You lost you're fucking mind And not a moment to relax I'm at my fucking end, that's not cap When we hit the end I bet they will laugh I relate to the feelings and you know it is facts You know we're all junkies and the end is in tact OD is flexing these days in the tracks But they won't listen cause they think its just for this crap But it's real shit, my liver I killed it Talking bout a broke bitch we got no millions My feelings I heal them with this pill shit Popping 5 more cause you know I ain't dealing Rip to everyone we lost Rip when I wanna get crossed Rip cause I'm feeling like I'm lost, yeah Rip Mack Rip to everybody lost to the attack Rip to everybody Rip bruh