Sick

Most nights I just wanna ball up But that shit ain't advertised It be fucking up my appetite I just wanna be the normal type That won't happen in my life So f*ck it ima let it ride (Uh huh) Sick of the same shit Sick of the new shit I can't wait for better I'm praying on my music And I don't mean to abuse it But my brain is losing juice Man I miss Juice Rip dude My story has an ending That y'all ain't ever feel But for me it's happiness Thats one thing I can't deal And if I'm keeping it real Warm or cold I still get the chills I know it takes time to heal But we ain't got time for the spiel M1LLY ain't out here for the kills He's just ill I know I am asshole, I don't mean that shit I feel so alone I can't trust any bitch It'd be nice to just feel good and socialize Sometimes tho, feels better not being at sunrise I'm hoping this is the last time I open my eyes Maybe I'm lazy, my story ain't all that But to keep me going I'm trying to relax So I take stuff that's bad for me, facts And they help me so much so I write tracks All these grown people don't understand that The mental are ill because of you quacks Believe in them and they might believe back Yeah My story has an ending That y'all ain't ever feel But for me it's happiness Thats one thing I can't deal And if I'm keeping it real Warm or cold I still get the chills I know it takes time to heal But we ain't got time for the spiel M1LLY ain't out here for the kills He's just ill