Misfit

Yeah, It's little by little with my life I like to fiddle And I still am from when i was in class and I was a kid and (When I was little) But I'm moving different a whole different wave I'm in But I been sinning and I ain't hit a pastor and it's been a minute (Yeah) Girls italian cooks me pasta up with the spinach Then we go to her bedroom for dessert and were nearly finished, yh Energy's diminished I've lit up another spliff Said 'gis a kiss she pissed we fucked her cab's coming in like a minute (Dont rush) Rushing running out of excuses bullshit to give And I been pissed because i cannot pattern all my laziness (Lazy) And I done been in, all these shitty predicaments And a lot of them i say was cause of myself from the beginning (My bad) But I shouldn't dwell on what went, when what's next's A lot better, than, what i can expect and intend (Been spent) Im looking like I like to reflect, gets intense Lose sense, when I think of the past the loose ends I been tryna deal with life, but I, cannot lie I'm a mizfit, on my own in a way (On my own) I been tired of the grind the way the road winds moving distance I been rollin away  Tired of the stress and lip i may get from a mistress Knowing she ain't my bae (She ain't my) Life's tryna test, a trek, a step back to resist this, need to flow at my pace (I need to, I need to, I need to) I'm finding it difficult doing the same things Same ends Hollain and yet losing the same friends (Same shit) Man I feel I've recently really been at my width's end I remember as teen with no worries was lit then (This switched) Now the only thing right now i got lit is my spliff's end (Tip) Smokin on the flavours the bud of a big benz Chillin out we late in london we under the big ben Mostly its just work and no play for the big men (Shit) Spliff hit, loud as if it is a big sound (Wow) Now I'm kinda lit so I may need a lift now I call up this rapariga, I told her to whip round (Ha) Turn her on she like a fixa bebidas and this loud Hit her up and we go out then back in like my dick pounds (Ow) Again and again its a session of 6 rounds She ain't my girl she's more like my amiga I dick down I'm her leader she cant get mad at me make her sit down (Leader) I been tryna deal with life, but I, cannot lie I'm a mizfit, On my own in a way (On my own today) I been tired of the grind the way the road winds moving distance I been rollin away Tired of the stress and lip I may get from a mistress Knowing she ain't my bae (She ain't my) Life's tryna test, a trek, a step back to resist this Need to flow at my pace (I need to, I need to, I need to) It's all bout the balance the back of my mind what happened I been overthinking to the point i could no longer manage (Now I'm) Puffing ain't no chalic,e backstrappin it with the baccy And I know its bad but f*ck it cause it can still numb the madness May be psychoactive it's something that I can handle Like my bars that I bring in it's got substance and understanding High still never land peter pan see where life will pan out You can plan but may end up in a place you cannot imagine (Man) I been tryna pattern up life as its kinda puzzling (Puzzled) Hustled in the bottom for time and i come above of it (Hustled) Using my ambition I'm glad that I've got a lot of it (A lot) Smoking too much of this amnesia now i forgotten it I electrify the flow its like god put a lightning rod on it (Shocked?) Telling you delivery's shocking the facts droppin it Dribblin, ain't talking at all, about sloppy shit Got too much to drop but i plot and I'm off the top with it I been tryna deal with life, but I, cannot lie, I'm a mizfit On my own in a way (On my own I stay) I been tired of the grind the way the road winds moving distance I been rollin away (On a roll today) Tired of the stress and lip I may get from a mistress Knowing she ain't my bae (She ain't my) Life's tryna test, a trek, a step back to resist this, need to flow at my pace