LOVE STORY.

What if it all went right All that I could do is just sit here and think What if I held you real tight Would I be in love and away from the drink Was it really love at first sight Or was it just my stomach just starting to sink I told you I really had issues I'm trynna forget now my sprite turning pink Ima tell ya a story, this crazy Cause ima be honest I cant fall in love Like I met this girl, and I wont say her name But she told me that she tired of scrubs She said that she need a real man And I laughed in her face N I called ha a dub But I guess she could tell by my face and the way that I smiled Just needed a hug So we started talkin was fucking with her But I wasnt getting too attached I was scared of the pain Too scared of the future Too scared to understand tha fact That I got abandonment issues Once I fall too deep I forget to react Too hurt got me movin tacc Makin music to try n adapt A couple days later She said I just heard of your music I aint know that you rap But knowin the reason I do I just told her yeah baby its sum like dat I do it to cope with this pain that I got If I dont Then I start to collapse So really all this shit is doin Is helping me heal and not go n relapse Too much thinkin I'm stuck in my thoughts I'm too cold And my heart wont defrost At the end of the day If stay with this girl Ima break her I guess thats tha cost Am I willing to take it or not Or just wait till I heal I'm takin a loss So I told her I dont wanna hurt you I hope that my point really comin across And I'm sorry I cant be ya man Too much shit that you dont understand Breakin you wasnt part of the plan If I could go back I would do it again I would fix all the shit that I did Hella trama since I was a kid New man, posted up inna vid Gotta go mia I'm off of the grid What if it all went right All that I could do is just sit here and think What if I held you real tight Would I be in love and away from the drink Was it really love at first sight Or was it just my stomach just starting to sink I told you I really had issues I'm trynna forget, now my sprite turning pink Damn