MY VAL

M Hollon I don't even gotta say it for real Damn damn Look I was lying to your face you could call me deceiving But you had to learn the hard way had to leave you bleeding It's not even all the drugs no more for me you fiending Been told you this won't be a want and now it's me you needing You was innocent I fucked you up and changed that You just want me to yourself I can't arrange that Trying to get back your self-respect you can't obtain that Money at the club Ima sit back and let it rain that So much fucking pills that you been taking you frying your brain baby Kinda confused how you ain't OD or you ain't go insane crazy I been mixing liquor with the pills to kill the pain lately I can't complain can't complain baby You couldn't see Only yours or just your man that's something I couldn't be You only see me every weekend now I turned to a need Got you addicted to the drugs now your addiction is me Now you addicted to me I was lying to your face you could call me deceiving But you had to learn the hard way had to leave you bleeding It's not even all the drugs no more for me you fiending Been told you this won't be a want and now it's me you F*ck Your name ain't Valerie but I gave you the same effects I told you from the start that you could leave or be my guest Think I got a cold heart but really it ain't in my chest Flying from New York to California gotta get my rest You blowing up my phone when you see that I'm at LAX Cause you want me to pull up give you dick cause you been needing sex After we done fucking Ima leave and you won't get a text After we done fucking you gon sober up and get upset Cause you ain't realize I'm actually gone I ain't OD but I'm actually gone The amount X and O that I got in my veins gotta be wrong Every Thursday you texting my phone saying it's been way too long Told you baby I'm coming back soon hold it together you gotta be strong I was playing with you all along I don't care if you think that it's wrong And I hope that you don't hear this song I'll be gone when it start turning dawn I was playing with you all along I don't care if you think that it's wrong Damn and I hope that you don't hear this song My Valerie damn To me you just a memory Baby But at the end hope you remember me Look at the end hope we ain't enemies Look I just wish you saw through all my lies I feel bad Do I really though Do I really though I told you Ima love you right and now you feel glad Do you really know That I'm a fucking hoe Damn I ain't wanna be like this Damn it shouldn't have been like this