SORRY. Freestyle

I'm sorry I can't be your man Too much that you don't understand My life don't like to go as planned I couldn't do it so I ran I'm going through some shit I can't explain I wish I can I really can't communicate I'm sorry it's just who I am I'm coping with this music Don't ask me how I did it I'm just glad that I could do it I gave you my whole heart you fucked it up you really blew it You can't just say you sorry yeah to me you gotta prove it You can't pick up the pieces of my heart and go and glue it It don't work like that it really don't Text my phone "like is we good" I don't really know Will I heal from all this pain I really think I won't Will I get rid of the rain I really wanna hope I start to talk about my feels you say I do the most So now I sit here and I write about my pain in notes My social battery run out so then I gotta ghost So don't question if one day I disappear and go I'm sorry I can't be your man Too much that you don't understand My life don't like to go as planned I couldn't do it so I ran I'm going through some shit I can't explain I wish I can I really can't communicate I'm sorry it's just who I am Say you always gonna be here don't believe you for a second And I'm scared that all my feelings finna get used as a weapon And at first it was a gift you had to turn it to a lesson Shoulda knew you was a curse but you was disguised as a blessing