Letter to Blaklez

2017 Kane The seems have held in Please just let me live I feel like caving in My dreams are getting in I turn in into nothing It's strangling the budget I gotta rack it in before my momma kick the bucket What you know about Battling the wind Made a nigga travel way up to get intimate With intuition I been raised up with a little bit of vision but my nigga wait up hold up right there I sit in front of yet another test I don't have the energy to deal with more reject I have set all the steps, that are ready to be checked Bench press all the stress and then I'm tendin' to the quest My nigga! try to hold it down lil nigga all for the grind lil nigga Ain't no other way around it You from a small town lil nigga It's the only way you'll climb lil nigga Pick yourself up off the ground Stick it out show that you legit And no matter what you do homie don't you dare quit But the road is so stiff homie I don't know shit think its best that I split Cause I don't wanna be another stat in gold city Made it up but never made it back it's so shitty I can't believe that I tried to play it down (Tried to play it down) You said believe and you'll see that your dreams they gon' find a way to shine (They gon' find a way to shine) I let you down I can't get it out my brain (I can't get it out my brain) I tried to run that was dumb Cause my nigga there ain't no escape (There ain't no escape) He told me keep your head up Little nigga head up that way But it was done I was numb yeah my vision sealed off my fate Nigga tried to swim upstream in the city waves And drown I drown drown I drown drown I drown drown Let's take it back to the beach Never thought that I would be this happy to retreat And my nigga Lwaistar let me crash at his crib With my nigga Bling homies had me when I had nix Nullified I was tryna level out my feet Humble pie with the bitter taste o' defeat I'm a guy who has never broke down to his fears But I still hear the words o' Showtime in my ear sayin You should've held it down little nigga Didn't even try lil nigga, thought there was a way around it But now you small time lil nigga ain't nowhere to hide lil nigga Should've stood up from the ground dawg aye Now my life becoming groundhog day and I feel like such a coward I swear your voice is getting louder Cause I don't wanna be another stat in gold city Made it up but never made it back it's so shitty I can't believe that I tried to play it down (I tried to play it down) You said believe and you'll see that your dreams they gon' find a way to shine (They gon' find a way to shine) I let you down I can't get it out my brain (I can't get it out my brain) I tried to run that was dumb Cause my nigga there ain't no escape (There ain't no escape) He told me keep your head up Little nigga head up that way (Little nigga head up that way) But it was done I was numb yeah my vision sealed off my fate Nigga tried to swim upstream in the city waves And drown I drown drown I drown drown I drown drown I should've known that this is how I'd be I should've known that this is how I'd be Just my notepad and the beat Just a grown man with a dream Mentally I feel I'm kinda weak It's been getting hard for me to speak I think I might be losing my belief I think I might be losing my belief It took a few words and for months I couldn't handle it If you heard what I did with life strangling you You'd know how I feel I gambled with the little I had and watched it all disappear I looked at my hand and it was all into air I thought I could stand but I could not I was scared And all I could have would've been lost to the fear Real shit type of thing to make you contemplate the kill switch Flip it real quick flip it real quick Do it fast one time won't feel shit Brotherman your grind won't yield chips Remember Showtime what did he say Tried to touchdown on a shitty lane I didn't make I didn't make Tried to swim upstream in the city waves