Misunderstood

Look up in the mirror and i'm staring Daydreaming bout' that brand new mclaren Hope I make it out swear to god i've been begging Made it through the storm and the jungle without sweating Momma i'm so sorry cause I caused all that yelling Stuck up in my thoughts wish that I could visit heaven Lately i've been lost I don't know where my head been I know what it cost f*ck it ima' keep it stepping Switching up my flows every single song In the studio nearly cried making me do me wrong Niggas see me taking off so they tryna tag along Put me in that booth with headphones and i'm in my zone Problematic child had to learn to get it on my own Caught up with a case making swipes and plays on my phone Niggas coming second tryna be somebody else clone Got up out my old ways man i'm getting way too grown Trying not to fall I been going through it swear i'm giving it my all Already double crossed me so don't even try to call Was born to be a star since the day that I crawled been stalling for too long Been holding back my journey f*ck it now i'm taking off My brother out his mind he been popping adderalls Focused on my grind family doing this for y'all Can't wait until the day when bitches chase me out the mall Rather put my pain up in a mic then tell it to a person Nights up in my room I was thinking what's my purpose my life been a circus Head been underwater man i'm tryna reach the surface tired of these curses I just want my vv's to be shining momma see me on that tv ima have her smiling Bad lil vibe ima drip her out in diamonds Might pop out with the moncler depending on the climate Don't you pay me no mind when I hop up on that jet Don't you pay me no mind when it's ice up on my neck I been told you from the jump I was different from the rest Well I guess my time has come time to show you who the best Know we shooting at the dome we ain't shooting at no vest Time to put on for my folks I done put them through some stress I'm just tryna show my gang what it's like to whip a vet I be fucking up this cash living life with no regrets Gotta move my cousins out the hood if I had the money swear that I would Smile on my face and they thinking that i'm good Still gods child i'm just misunderstood Balling like i'm harden I can't even put the ball down In the stu recording man I think this shit my job now Got my mom a cap and gown it's time to get them racks now Look what i've become ain't no way that ima back down Look up in the mirror and i'm staring Daydreaming bout' that brand new mclaren Hope I make it out swear to god i've been begging Made it through the storm and the jungle without sweating Momma i'm so sorry cause I caused all that yelling Stuck up in my thoughts wish that I could visit heaven Lately i've been lost I don't know where my head been I know what it cost f*ck it ima' keep it stepping Gotta move my cousins out the hood if I had the money swear that I would Smile on my face and they thinking that i'm good Still gods child i'm just misunderstood Balling like i'm harden I can't even put the ball down In the stu recording man I think this shit my job now Got my mom a cap and gown it's time to get them racks now Look what i've become ain't no way that ima back down