Expect That

I expect more than this from me I stack too much on myself to be Thinking about the shit I can't help that lies on top of me And to the ones who rely on me I won't be here for infinity thanks for believing in me And defending me friending me You don't know what the f*ck that means to me Cause a friend to me is like a family That I never had that I always need I get trapped in my on head Wrapped in my bullshit that last rap I did was it even worth it They wanna hear me spit Want me to talk my shit Instead of speaking on some real shit I'm thinking who's gonna listen to this I'm like F*ck it you either hate it or love it bitch I ain't gotta force ya to hear me out Just know I had to fork this shit out Cause I didn't know how to ditch it out My mouth couldn't tell my brain how to explain the amounts Of pain I've gained without Spazzing the f*ck out If you don't respect that Then I'd expect that I'm prone to bust back Condone with all tracks I won't get off task But know I won't ask For help that'd be last Alone like OutKast Till I breakout cause I don't breakdown But I'll have a fuckin meltdown If I can't express how I want fans to react and be wowed After I devour sounds Acting like an outlet So plugged in I cause an outage Surging power you better not doubt it shittin on you bitches like outhouse's Sitting in a nuthouse Trying figure out how to write this out I got a lot shit piled But I'll make sure long as I'm around It won't take awhile to put an album out or a song for now