BESOS

Why wouldn't you forgive me for something I never did Or love me for less than what you'd admit I found a 40oz in the bathroom at your crib Wonder why you didn't drink all that shit One swig for a bum, moved him ass off of the bridge Lived another day to tell his gift I've been dealing with some vices I rather not let Kill my liver, lungs or grab my dick I can hear the thunder of the mother Her husband is sick Sounds of dolphins dying on shore next to fish I can see the sun imploding summer of '06 Dumb drunk in love, ready to exist I'm reading books by someone's dead friends I bend the pages back I love on the bottom ends Set the book down and set trends I'm the proof that some mistakes put depth in offense When I pensive I pen, pornographic vernacular prince Two shorties shake the shack in back of the benz 30 packs, pack it all in, sell sacks to send Conny and friends To where they speak Castellano, madre y Mariano Valle de Santiago by way of Patria Helado Sweet kisses on our nose will change us forever If we hold hands and don't let go, we'll be together whenever Sweet kisses on our nose will change us forever If we hold hands and don't let go, we'll be together whenever Bastards on the avenue, call quits after street ball Settle for sunsets, summer sweets, and recall Recollection of detention, deferred student loans and speedballs One world combined of drug habits and detox I remember AA meetings in South O and Foxhall It was my babysitter to hear family's failures in reeds raw Horns players banged heroin Dying the longest deaths that let hero's arrow send The barron's theremin, I'm hearin' them I'm talking Chet Baker, Miles Davis, Charlie Parker, Bill Evans, all them cool cats To all the jazz giants and dead love, I write for you. I live for you Sweet kisses on our nose will change us forever If we hold hands and don't let go, we'll be together whenever