Losing Interest

Peace over drama Distance over disrespect Blazing marijuana times when I am discontent Dissociation from reality to recollect Pour some Hennessey for all the memories that came and went Bad habits having ass nigga Under the moonlight time pass quicker Reminiscing on them nights there should've never been Just reflections of the lies and all the things I did I'm a liar, selfish, unforgiving ass fiend I lose interest easy and I up and leave I can feel the karma catching up to me I know that Imma crash and burn eventually So best believe is to a T if I ever do it My best interest is show it 'fore I ever lose it On the otherside grass is evergreen I've been in between since seventeen How far back we gotta fall for us to focus on this The flaws of my character falls flat on my feet The 15 hours of fame I'm showing traces of greed Avatars I portray combating what I believe So best believe I'm a fraud and we one in the same I close my eyes, follow fiends so there's someone to blame For all shame and the balances I couldn't maintain But I'm a human and I want the shit that I can't attain So I'm looking for love at the wrong place Pick up the bottle for the lost faith Jesus grab the wheel I've been speeding dow the wrong way Thought i could do it my own way If you been at the bottom you know top is a lonely place It's just some things you cannot replace I couple of habits you cannot escape Attention that cannot be paid