Flowers

Yeah, what's the point in holding on I just, I don't understand, what's the point After all is said and done I give my all and I get nothing back It only hurts more to prolong But I'm done with this This is it I'm done I'm done The flowers grow and then they gone I don't think you understand what it's like to feel this pain What it's like to have feelings fade What it's like to feel ashamed of what you want to say Convince myself I'm okay Watch myself drift away But I watch myself become history Because I don't like to say what I think Say what I need, pray for my needs Still I proceed to prolong And so long, I've bottled inside These feelings I've tried to hide These feelings that made me lose my mind And still I believe it's a crime To open up and say I'm moving on Okay, don't wanna listen to anyway Okay, like a broken record Repeating every word I say Feeding it into the little eyes Like I'm prey feeling Like I'm really hypnotized Every single second, every single hour Every day, taking my breath You're taking my time Suffocating my chest Crushing my mind I'm done with the lies I'm done with the crying So it's time to let flowers wither away Otherwise it's like Holding onto a rope that's frayed It'll let you fall It'll let you die It doesn't care if you cry So don't be shy Let it go Otherwise you'll feel You're buried in snow Reaching for air to breathe Sinking inside a sea What's the point in holding on I'm just so tired of this I'm tired of every little thing After all is said and done I'm just beginning to not understand the point of this It only hurts more to prolong Yeah, why am I even saying this Cause you never even cared in the first place The flowers grow and then they're gone So, once again, I'm done I'm done with this I'm done with that I'm done with every single crap I'm done with taking, duct tape and Fixing every single crack Gonna let it break, let it fade Anyways, better days Coming my way, riding the waves Killing the lows Wearing new clothes, I'm in my zone The light is shown I'm better without you Hope you know Crawled myself out of the snow Lighting everything on fire Done with always being tired And not desired So, I take the lighter Grab a can of gasoline Pour it all over your memories Watch it float away Turn to dust I'd like to watch it Combust There was us You were selfish You don't even know what the definition of help is Instead you left me helpless Suffocating in my helplessness So, I'm taking my air to breathe You just wait and see I'll find somebody that's better than me So, I take these flowers and crush them in my hands Because if it weren't for you I wouldn't be the man I am I'm done with holding onto things So I can finally stand Feel an overwhelming peace That's super grand Nothing but silence What's the point in holding on I've got nothing left to say After all is said and done I mean what more can you say It only hurts more to prolong Everything that's been said has already been said The flowers grow and then they're gone Just that's it