So Useless

I got all this weight upon my shoulders Problems came in bulk No greens around me, so I can't afford to sit an sulk No greens around me, but I smashed it like I was the Hulk Used it as a stress reliever Played my songs, she wasn't fucking with none But the brick gon' turn her to a believer Makin' bad decisions, told the shoulder angel"see ya" Grandma stays persistent with her prayers Birthed an angel who would shape me up with many layers (she did) Two sons who promise to brighten your life Betted up against, best believe that I'm rolling the dice Trying to be apple of your eye, this why I stay focused Barely show emotion, you would think I was an android Hard on myself 24/seven, you know what it does Lookin' at my future, seeing nothing got me paranoid (Had me doughting myself, like) Got me feelin' useless Third person-ing myself in the mirror like You so useless You so useless You so useless You so useless Pushing boundaries with each new song I put out Cause with each of them it's something new about me they find out about Mixed feelings in the air, some of them came with heat Half relationships becoming obsolete Got me feelin' useless Third person-ing myself in the mirror like You so useless You so useless You so useless You so useless Uh huh