Emptiness

Suicidal thoughts have been getting to me and I feel like harming myself Every day gets worse and worse and nothing seems to be fun My heart is carrying all the weight of all that stuff I've been thinking off And it feels so dull Everything's just really hard to take There's too many smiles I gotta fake Death is calling for my name Nothing seems to be the same I've only got myself to blame Nothing seems to be the same Nothing seems to be the same I'm breaking Aching I'm breaking Aching