4L (Lust)

This could be the chance for me to say what I want Condemned for every word, it's probably better I don't I would hate to hurt the feelings of the people I know I rather lead by example, so they be lettin' me know They tryna get like me, I hear it every day You don't wanna be me, you don't know what it takes I lost lovers and friends, but they not passing away They just don't see the vision, they not willing to change I see devils and angels, neighbors acting like strangers I'm suppressing my anger from finding fables in favors It's the ones in close ranges that need the biggest disclaimers Been avoiding exchanges to keep from hurting the shameless And I don't care for having friends, I treat my brothers like fam Even then I start to think that they don't know who I am And I don't care for having love, so I've been searching for trust So with everything you do, make sure you do it for us I need to learn that myself, I'm getting better with time I had to learn no one else can see the world through my eyes It got me sifting out the people that ain't sharing the vibe But you of everybody should've been by my side You of everybody should've been with the vision The devil tryna choke me, he ain't wanting me living The people I once loved are now his newest assistants So suddenly division is my newest position They don't know what I felt, can't pick me up where I fell I can't be someone else, so I remain to myself His crucifixion was bail, still I sit in my cell I've been calling for heaven while I've been going through hell I had a lust for life, they tryna take it away Gotta watch what I do, gotta tweak what I say It don't matter the time, it don't matter the place Only God can judge me but you can try anyway I had a lust for life, they tryna take it away Gotta hide what I do, gotta check what I say Everywhere that I go, everywhere that I stay Only God can judge me, I don't care what you think I had a lust for life, they tryna take it away Gotta watch what I do, gotta tweak what I say It don't matter the time, it don't matter the place Only God can judge me but you can try anyway I had a lust for life, they tryna take it away Gotta hide what I do, gotta check what I say Everywhere that I go, everywhere that I stay Only God can judge me, I don't care what you think