How It Feels

It hurts when 2 souls could just pull and peel apart And only 1 can talk their feels with art And the other one can only hide and conceal their heart Cuz when it's broke its like a stab that's filled with darts I would lie and go and say that my life's better But it wouldn't help me help you move on from those nights whether we had long talks or the board walks when we were bored walked into star crossed loving You were my whole heart Composed like it's Mozart So what made you think I could live without you I'm only alive when I'm with you I gotta stay to myself and say I miss you I wanna lay and kiss you But you kept your distance It's been so long since we talked and listened To each others bitching Cuz it's all I'm missing But if I see you again Just Tell me how it feels to be Alive again Tell me how it feels I told you I'm weak without you my knees with waiver I can't speak I just hope to see you later I can't sleep I just hope to reach equators And find peace for my heart to fill up acres I got needs but your not beside me But all your lying got me stuck like siamese But all that I see is love that's blinding And for you to try me I'd go in lightspeed Just to hold you beside me I close my psyche If it means you like me And I guess I would cheat Myself from finding anyone that binds me To what love is likely But I don't deserve such nice things I'm broken with ease I begged and I plead For death to find me cuz if you ain't beside me I don't want you to Tell me how it feels to be Alive again Tell me how it feels To be Alive again Tell me how it feels